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The Voice Memo Demo

by Spiralhead

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1.
Purpose 02:48
Call it what you want You're either running from your demons or you've already been caught Anywhere you go you have to listen to your thoughts Medicate or meditate it will not be enough You'll only realize you're in love when it's tough Happy to be sick so I can just stay in my room and act like nothing else exists Reach the equilibrium where ignorance is bliss I'm trying to remember when it wasn't like this Now and then I forget I have a purpose here I put a person on a pedestal who never should've been there So settle down and look around cause I need your presence here Call it what you want There's probably a hundred different names for the condition that you've got and there's a thousand different cures that can be bought that claim to have the answers but I promise they do not -Chorus-
2.
It's whatever you wanna do It's whatever feels right to you Girl, whatever you've been going through I'll go there with you if you want me to Day or night I'll travel anywhere but don't invite me just to leave me there standing, anxious, with a static stare I'll walk away, I'll tell you I don't care It's whatever, it's whatever I can wait but not forever Now I've got a way to get away If I don't use it, soon I'll lose it There's a music to the give and take There's a rhythm to the rumble of the earthquake I only hear it when I'm half awake going the wrong way in the wrong place on the wrong day It's whatever, It's whatever I just wanna get together cause there's multitudes upon multitudes of people who don't intrigue me like you do It's whatever, It's whatever Text me when you're feeling better when you want a friend we'll begin again
3.
Say it to Me 03:06
After all this time I have to admit that I'm surprised You couldn't move on with your lives Well I've moved on with mine and I can only assume that I'm one of many backs you talk behind But if you wanted me gone then why are you following me If you've got shit to say Why don't you say it to me Why don't you say it to me come on I remember when we were all still such good friends I was desperate then but now I'm on my feet again so you can say what you want to them It's your time wasted in the end -chorus- I know I'm no model of stability but at least I don't go running my mouth about people I don't know If you can't even find the nerve to speak to me then why don't you go hide in your glass house with all those stones you throw So when you interfere and try to make my friends steer clear you might want to think about how that's making you appear -chorus-
4.
On the platform he is standing looking down at his watch In the crowd underground under flickering lights all the stores are closing up for the night The train arrives full of people on the go All aboard In his dreams neon gleams from the bars he walks by There are voices calling out from inside A siren wails as he turns on Fourth and Main Almost home Climb the stairs up to where lonely ghosts float around in the pipes making rattling sounds I couldn't have it how you had it I kicked myself and I kicked the habits I picked up from you A couple years have come and gone while I've been looking at my shoes watching gravel turn to pavement turn to crumbling concrete underneath my feet, underneath my feet Looking down from his window on the outskirts of town He thinks about going out, out to wander in the snow in the streetlight's golden glow I couldn't have it how you had it I kicked myself and I kicked the habits but I still hold a place for you A couple friends have come and gone cause I did what I had to do Now I'm off to new horizons with an unfamiliar street underneath my feet, underneath my feet, underneath my feet
5.
LeBaron 01:05
Spare a moment of your time Everybody's trying to trade a nickel for a dime and it makes us blind, it makes us blind Yeah, every single one of us got poison in our minds and it keeps us blind, it keeps us blind I was cruising down Route Nine Taking my LeBaron out across the county line I guess it turned out fine You can meet me at the ball field by the no loitering sign and we can take our time I assume you've found a new obsession now a new way to check out, check out I wish you all the best I know you'll rise above the rest and I'll be so impressed, impressed
6.
Substances 02:27
How can I communicate to you the truth now that it's al that I can do just to move I found a reason to persist to live the years we missed and I know we can't pick up from where we were then cause now we're distant friends but I think things don't really end they just evolve There are places I can't go sober Depths too deep to dredge up without substances and there's a border I can't cross over something's in the way I don't know what it is How can I reconnect with you in a way that seems natural and aloof what's the use without a reason to exist I'll drift in endless bliss -chorus-
7.
Work all day because we all slave away but in the night settle down turn the open sign around lock your eyes on the screen while your excersize machine keeps you fit and defined read a book to feed your mind Get to bed before the clock strikes ten Take a pill to pass out before you start to think about all the things you've been told about the hurt that you hold how it all contradicts and there's no simple fix anyway, anyway Walking around the town kicking stones Don't mind walking around alone cause I've got characters inside that I'm creating all the time Make your way to a nondescript cafe where in silence you await the arrival of your date though you already know how it's destined to go and you can't recreate that emotional state Time goes by maybe hours maybe weeks and you stay locked away while your body walks and speaks cause you've memorized the route and you know the words by heart You fit right in the role You were born to play the part anyway, anyway -chorus-
8.
Get Well 02:11
You didn't want it but you took it with you anyways and these should be my glory days and this should be a golden age but oh well We'd go out stumbling through the starlit suburbs after dark The world was our amusement park and I will always bare that mark but aw hell I can make my heart stop if I hold my breath I'm gonna get well soon but I'm not there yet I'm not there yet When I go out driving I imagine myself breaking free going where I want to be and that would be enough for me but oh well I won't let my heart become as empty as their promises with their titles and their offices and their endless war of opposites but oh well -chorus-
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released September 18, 2022

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